Saturday, April 3, 2010

6 - 1 - 6

3rd April 2010 ,Time 0149 hrs :- Just 40 mins agge ghar e dhuklam. Aaj hotat ferar poth e kheyal holo je porikkha shuru hote ar 10 din oo baki nei.

10 din >>>> 13 ta paper + 1 viva + 1 dissertation” .

Bhabte giye matha ta bhari ,paa ta halka & pet ta garam hoye gelo..”nimno chap” er moton gari moddhyei kemon ekta low pressure zone create holo and I almost got sucked into it. Jeev / ingrezi te tongue ta lomba kore sidha garir janla-r baire matha ta ber korlam to let some oxygen in. Kaaj holo, ei jatraye dom bondo hoye mara jawar theke beche gelam. Mundu ta bhitore kortei abar same porikkhar bhoot tara korte laglo. Bujhlam this bhoot is here to stay. Aro joto din jabe, ei bhoot nijer samrajya bistar korbe ebong kichudin por kono ek petni-r sathe biye shaadi kore amar mathar oporei sukher sangsar patbe.

Nijeke prosno korlam eta keno holo?
Kichukhon waiting signal dekhanor por conscience theke uttor elo BY DEFAULT.

“by default” bhablam eta ki uttor,hardly 5-6 seconds pore realize korlam uttor ta sothik. Sara bochor porini, ordhek paper er naam last week janlam,Xerox er pahar barite stuup kore rekhechi so jaa hoche seta swabhavik. Realization ta hotei chot kore stats niye boslam
10 din -----13 ta main paper……per paper 1 din oo nei….so Din er basis e hiseb na kore hourly basis e korbo as it will give a feel good factor. Motamoti ekta conclusion e elam je ebar Maa saraswati FREE HIT and POWER PLAY option na dile amar arr kichu korar nei. 13 ta paper er naam ekta kagoz e likhlam, Jei gulo te mone holo pass korte pari tick mark dilam and rest e cross ,mane oi gulo te molest howar theke keu bachate parbena.
Result was 6 TICK – 6 CROSS. Ekta pore roilo ,sei paper e ki ache amar dharonar baire so as a benefit of doubt I left it unmarked.Bola toh jayena Jodi ota te utre jai. jei 6 ta paper e CROSS ache tar jonnye strategy oo thik kore fellam, je oi gulo te BASIC INSTINCT use korbo and ekdum original uttor debo.
Tv ta on korlam. News dekhbo bole channel surf korte korte Kolkata tv te pouchalam. Khobor Kings xi Punjab aaj abar hereche. Nijer thekeo dur obostaye kauke dekhle jaa hoye , amar tai holo. The sinking feeling came to an halt. Niche breaking news e flash holo – Kolkata Sosurbarite Rahul Mahajan . Er thekeo joghonyo breaking news er ashonka-r bhoye totkhonat TV ta off korlam.
Birokti bhab elo. Thik korlam ekhuni porte bosbo and tana portei thakbo . Ochena Boi and amar priyo bondhuder manufacture & supply kora notes khullam. 2 Page portei confidence chorom level e chole gelo . Mone holo yes I can. Confidence level er parod er tehlaye boi khata bondo korlam & blogspot khule boslam. Janina keno Aaj khub jore blog peyechilo so last 35 min dhore blogalam ebar bhabchii boi er bhitor phire jayi…so signing out for now

8 comments:

avik said...

tui blog likhli r ami poreo fellam...amaro samne exam kintu sinking feeling hoche na, statistics vule gechi tai hisebtao korte parlam na...maa saraswati ke SOS patiyechi..ebareo jeno chota korte pari....

sandy said...

the story is same each time and i know you will come out with all guns blazing...ghumate jabar age eta pore mon khush hoi galo

Unknown Stranger said...

Fatafati...roj lekh akta kore...mon valo thakbe..

confuzd_soul said...

hya roz likhbo.... 6 -1 -6 theke sidha 0 - 0 -13 hoye jabe....ekta paper eo utrate parbona

gonga foring said...

you are impossible and unpredictable...this is what sets you apart from others...BOB for exams!!

priyanka.b said...

the heading is the most interesting stuff of all!!!!!may the equation turns a bit in ur favour......

He_Who_Should_Be_Named said...

toke ekta chumu dilam...muaaahhh..

To_reality_&_back said...

Chorom likhechhis bhai!!!!

Tor lekhar haat ar type er aangul ke nomoshkar... exam er aager poristhitir expression er adorsho nomuna eta!!!